Wednesday, May 17, 2006
zzz...i thought so long about it last nite...i thought about what happened in the past and present and what will happen in the future if i did something i remembered it so clearly it happened just like yesterday... she made me experience what is the meaning of stead and love...it was the longest and the shortess the first and maybe the last it lasted and she was the first female classmate which made me cry (end of part 1)...(start of part 2) i thought about life...wondering what was life why were we created by god...now i understand... we each and everyone live for ourselves but for some the live for the sake of others just to stand by them when they needed help and to be there for them in the darkess moments of life... even an ant will try to struggle to stay alive in a pool of water yet people are commiting sucides / planning suicides... why should they just end thier lives like that... so one must be strong to stay alive cause if u plan to suicide like jumping off a building, you are wrong cause if you regret it it will be too late to go back up once u have jumped...so treasure what you have now and do not wait till you lose it and regret...
To Be Continued...
guanfeng @ 5/17/2006 11:18:00 PM