Monday, July 26, 2010
a promise, to never backtuck till the screw which is still in my ankle is taken out...the screw can only be removed 2years from now...
i do not wish to hurt her but,
i wish to backtuck... should i promise to that request...? or should i not?
2years from now... i'd be in NS already...
that's why i wish to be able to do backtuck and more tumbling soon...
but if i promised to not do backtuck till the screw is taken out,
that also meant that i wont do anymore tumbling...
i'm in a dilemma right now...
if i do not promise to it, i'd be breaking the promise i made to myself -- to never hurt her either way...
but if i promised to it, i'd be breaking the promise i made to the juniors -- to show them my backtuck when my leg fully recovered...
the screw, however can be kept there. the doctor told me there there was no need to have it removed... but i feel... that i want to have it removed...
now, i know not wad to do... i'm lost... please someone help me.
please... someone enlighten me...
i... i... i... feel like crying right now...
:'(
i'm lost...
guanfeng @ 7/26/2010 12:33:00 AM
